Posted by
Nee on Thursday, July 19, 2007 12:35:57 PM
June 2004
This was originally written in an email to friends upon President Reagan’s death. I went to pay my respects. I take my cue From Mudegeon’s Memorial Day post. Inspiration is a great thing.
Guys,
As you all know I took off like a bat outta helll to get to DC to pay my respects to the first President I ever voted for. I thought I would give you a retrospective look.
I was saddened by the death of a great man, my former Commander in Chief, Ronald Wilson Reagan. I think I did this more for my Gramma than me. She was a staunch Republican her whole life. (Which says a lot coming from such a liberal state.) She instilled in me much of my Patriotism. And what she didn’t, I learned from the United States Military. Yeah, I know, you’re RMFP here and don’t you forget it!! (Resident Mother F..Patriot) Somebody’s gotta do it.
As I headed north on 95, I listened to several stations, all broadcasting what would be happening. At one particular moment, I was hoping and praying there would be some sort of delay so that I could make it to the Capital before the Cason. In listening, I knew of course, my chances were slim to none.
Security was going to be a huge issue….I traveled light. Baby back pack, camera and phone…money. I had it all figured out…I could ditch the memory card if there were no check-ins, phone battery, too. I brought 2 one serving crystal lights for adding to water, sunscreen, some chips and that’s it.
Deb was gonna get me to the metro and there I would wait my turn to pay my respects.
As I got to the metro, I noticed it wasn’t terribly busy. I was surprised. But I did meet Joe, also headed in my direction. I wondered if I would really wait in line for the entire day…but I was ready. We walked to the lines together and took our place. There I met Liz and, let’s call her MS. Annapolis-she was a CIA staffer in training. Liz was a retired service member who came decked out proper. It was quite hot. The park police had the metal barricade fencing up and it snaked everywhere.
Looking around, I saw Navy medics on bikes, and water pallets galore. I was not getting out of line for any reason. I saw a woman with a newborn baby…what was she thinking? That baby could dehydrate in no time at all! Several people behind me fell out quickly. A few screeching ambulances came in and out.
We shared sunscreen, snacks and lots of stories. I saw a Dad and his two Boy Scouts in full uniform there to pay respects. I greeted the “3 war” vets(I saw two!!), shook their hands and offered my thanks. I met people from Kentucky, Lousianna, California!!! Yep, they wanted to be where it counted for them. I met immigrants (legal ones), who said they were there to pay respects to the man who brought down communism. I met British tourists who had the same respect for our President as their own former Prime Minister Thatcher, even some Canadians. Imagine, that since 9/11 and hearing how hated the US is, that people from other countries were taking time out to do this. I was impressed. As we moved closer and closer to the Capital, we started seeing little memorials…photos of Mr. Reagan with well wishes, and jars of jelly bellys- which were one of his favorites.

One of the most common themes heard throughout the day was that people kept on saying they were so happy to see others who felt and thought the way they did. I guess they were letting the media get to them. I hope they were surprised…to me, it was just awesome to see this display of people and patriotism. I, in all my endeavors err on the side of good. Why wouldn't they be here if they could? Yeah, yeah, a flaw, but to me, I can’t afford it any other way, you guys all know that.
Now, we were at the steps of the Capital. I could see signs on what I assumed to be Senate office windows. Mostly respectful. The one thing, as I neared the security screening place that was unnerving were the snipers I saw. Yikes! CSPAN was there with their cameras on big tall booms.
So, lucky for me, I did get to check my camera, and backpack. They made me throw away my lemonade powder….Asked us to turn off the cell phones. I checked mine. But, there is always a n’er do well one in the crowd, right? This gal didn’t listen and the park police confiscated her phone and sent her to the back of the line!!! Served her right.
As we made our way up into the Rotunda, I looked up. That ceiling is such a stunning sight. The stairs are very steep. There are ushers quietly greeting us with nods and a “keep to the right” on the stairs look. I can hear footsteps. I see people crying, soldiers erect and somber. It is almost my turn. I can see the Flag-draped casket, now and there is a single line of people moving counter-clockwise saying their goodbyes. I see a Marine standing at attention. And then, it’s my turn. I am at attention, and lock my gaze on the casket. I take two steps and curl my fingers at my side. I stop. I command myself in my head so my “Left Face” will be crisp. I turn. Perfect! I draw my hand up for the salute and my eyes well with tears. I suck in my breath, so I don’t blink and drop my salute. Right face and I see the Marine again and we make eye contact. My heart starts to hurt and I hope this gives Mrs. Reagan some comfort…that her “Ronnie” had this kind of impact on a Country as great as ours. In my head I say, “Thank you, sir, Rest in peace.” As I walk toward the stairs at attention still, the tears fell. The Ushers handed me a memorial card and they say “Thank-you for coming.” I was yet again, impressed.
When I get outside and meet up with the “line friends” we have little to say. I tell everyone I will email them copies of the photos I have, tell them it was a pleasure to know them today and I am off. There are many people waiting their turns. We only waited 4 hours. I would have waited forever. I was so proud to say he was my(our) Commander-in-Chief.